a crash survey

Do you have a crush on someone?
~unfortunately soooo....

Do you talk to him/her everyday?
~nope, malu

Do you talk about them to your friends?
~almost every single day

Does your crush like you?
~don't know, too much mix messages

Do you think about him/her?
~a lot

How long have you liked your crush?
~early 07

Is your crush handsome/beautiful?
~to me, he is gorgeous

Do you dream about your crush?
~yeah, and he hurts me every time

Do you like hearing their voice?
~i love everything bout him

Do you like recieving text messages from them?
~do i?

Do you like their laugh/giggles?
~yes...

When you see them, are you shy?
~extremely,people think i'm not, but seriously i am soooo shy when he's around

One day will you be with him/her?
~i hope so, i'm wishing on a star..

If you could tell them how you felt about him/her, would you?
~i don't know,

Do you have pictures of your crush?
~yup

Do you get jealous when he/she talks to the opposite sex?
~extremely, i cannot tahan

Are you comfortable around your crush?
~nope, i get really shy, quiet, and clumsy, just like fergie's song

What do you think about his/her clothing style?
~manly, i like it,

Will you wait for him/her, to be yours?
~for now........ yes

How was this survey you guys?
~a-ok...

lagi, lagi dan lagi

Coke or Pepsi?
#Coke

Regular pool or heated pool?
#Regular, msia is hot enough

Hot tea or ice tea?
#ice tea, with a twist of lemon

Sunflower or daisy?
#neither, gimme lily or daisies any day..

Red rose or pink rose?
#pink, red is tooo berahi for me

Salt or pepper?
#both

Red or Green Apple?
#green apple for me please

Red or Blue?
#baby blue

Christmas or Thanksgiving?
#xmas

Pink or Green?
#pink

Hamburger or Hotdogs?
#burger lah sedap

Music or Movies?
#both, can't leave without em

Heaven or hell?
#why would anyone go for hell?

Comedy or horror?
#comedy all the way

aol or aim?
#neither

ipod or mp3?
#since i xde both, how can i choose

Purse or backpack?
#purse lah...

Myspace or bebo?
#what's bebo, i go for myspes

Parision or Sears?
#aper tuh?

Paris or France?
#PARIS LAH!

Milky Way or Sneakers?
#sneakers

Vanilla or Chocolate?
#vanilla... cos it starts with a v

Phone or Internet?
#net

Steak or Shrimp?
#steak

School or Work?
#school pon best gak, work pon best gak....

gediks2 for xmas

pondan-pondan krismas/natal

poselah lagi, kamu ingin pose dengan kami?

low angle plak... ha ha ha

ms clause yang chowmel...

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di satu petang yang hening dan tatkala hujan turun rintik2

penulis eh! dan penulis seventeen bergabung untuk
mengedik di malam pra-natal itew..

walaupun apa pon kami tetap 'hot'

he he he...

selamat hari natal

a seventeen's chrismas

the team poses with our small tree

(my first xmas tree)

the far right in white is our new dep ed, Aileen Soo


tak sabar buka hadiah, notice no one is looking at the camera?

ahhh... penatnye....



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the seventeen team decided to do a secret santa
where everyone is asked to buy each other a present
costing not more than a certain budget (which i blow the roof off)
any how, it was nice,
it wasn't the present that we were into,
but just being with each other is cool enough..
a great xmas indeed

a cupcake a day will keep the doctor away... really?

ain't this the cutest cup cakes u've ever seen?

pose girls! pose with our cupcakes

and again

v and anitha

merry xmas too..

the other day,

we received a bunch of cupcakes

from __ (he he he xingat)

tapi it is sooo cute...

so apa lagi...

snap snap lah...

seventeen in pink and purple

the team (l-r) charl,suyi,mindy,v,yml,esther and shirley

posing our ass off

the posh point is sooo me

the seventeen team decided to pose for our new year's issue,

we were clad in pink, purple, lilac and lavender,

but it's quite sad as it's our last issue with our ed..

she's leaving us for Marie Claire,

snif snif, she's gonna be missed..

Hidup seventeen

i'll take 3 of everything

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
■ vee
■ megat
■ baby (ha ha ha)

THE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOURLIFE:
■ 260183
■ 190883
■ 140208

THE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 3MINUTES:
■ makan
■ gelak
■ makan lagi

3 OF YOUR FAVORITE GROUPS:
■ Spice girls (yeah yeah)
■ Destiny's Child (wohooo)
■ The Dreamettes

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
■ being with him
■ money, money, money
■ frens and family

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS(currently):
■ Bubbly - Colbie Caillat
■ Baby Love - Nicole Scherzinger
■ Everything - Michael Buble

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
■ my late granmama
■ my first love
■ myself when i was waaayy younger

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
■ gimme money, gimme gimme more
■ a new cool headphones
■ salvatore ferragamo charms

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
■ updating blog
■ shop
■ makan

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
■ Paris
■ New York - i wanna live there
■ Italy

FAVORITE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
■ Jem and the holograms
■ My Little Pony
■ Xmen

THREE BOY'S NAMES (i like):
■ Ali (seriously... sound kindda cool)
■ Damian
■ Jonathan

THREE MALLS YOU USUALLY GO TO:
■ Pavilion
■ One Utama
■ KLCC

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FASTFOOD:
■ AYAMAS
■ MCD
■ Dominos

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
■ Ice Lemon Tea
■ Limau ais
■ Ice blended ribena with lychee

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
■ handphone
■ kunci kete
■ tissue

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
■ pink
■ purple
■ black

THREE EVENTS YOU'RE LOOKING FORWARD TO:
■ new year
■ v's day
■ the day he says i'm his....

going ga ga over - sex and the city

the ultimate fashion icon for me : carrie bradshaw
cool huh?

carrie bradshaw, charlotte york, miranda, samantha jones

they each have their own style

my fav character is probably charlotte


bought myself the complete season dvd box of SATC,

so i've been busy watching em,

just to get me excited bout waiting for the muveee...

xsabar...

any how, watching SATC kindda made me reflect on my previous relationship,

and i can say some of the men they've dated, are in mine,

such as MR BIG, adoi, he's such a problem for Carrie,

he hurts her and all that but still...

she goes back to him.

kindda like that person i know (me)

i was routing for Aidan all the way as he is wayyy HOT!

cute, funny and sooooo... sexy

but..

it didn't happen..
oh well..

i guess, she doesn't deserve him..

my fav character is both Charlotte and Samantha,

but i do love em all,

i just like the way both of em take life,

one in a very white-picket-fences- with pearl kindda look,

while the other is the clad-lingerie-handcuffs kindda way,

i find it quite thrilling..

but the most about it that i love is their frenship,

no matter what they'll always be there for each other,

no question asked...

as for the relationship part,

i'm happy with who they all ended up with

carrie with john aka MR BIG

miranda with steve

charlotte with that lawyer guy (can't remember his name too)

samantha with the model (can't remember his name too)

but who shall i end it with?...

i am clueless..

10 important things in my bag

di tiru dari blog bidin

10 things i need in my bag

1- Handphone
# my silver motorola my dad gave me...

2- Carkeys
# it has cute pink seventeen and bebe's key chain

3- Wallet
# a vintage Fendi wallet that's such a steal

4- Hair Brush
# i have crazy wild hair

5- Sunnies
# a rouge dior sunnies kak asiah gave to me

6- Note book and pen
# katanya seeorang reporter, mestilah ada ini

7- Digi Cam
# a pink one my dad bought for my bday this year

8- A Perfume Spritz
# so i can always smell nice

9- Entry Tag
# so i can masuk in the office

10- Pendrive
# pink cute lil ones...

what, who, where,why? q's and more q's

THREE WHAT?:

1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?"
- i need to pee.. ;p

2 . What did you do last night?
- dvd nite,

3. What is the most important part of your life?
- My fam, my frens, me

NINE HAVE?:

1 . Have you ever liked someone while you had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
- yeah! but i've never cheated

2 . Have you ever had your heartbroken?
- Yeah! Sniff Sniff

4 . Have you ever been out of thecountry?
- yeah; India, Indonesia, UAE, to name a few

5. Have you ever done somethingoutrageously dumb?
- have i?

6. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
- yeah, but i decided to forgive and forget

7. Have you ever had the cops called on you?
- nope, i'm a good samaritan

8. Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
- emm.. i don't think so, i like em older

9. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
- tak pernah i have an Attention Deficit Disorder

EIGHT WHO’S:

1. Who was the last person you saw?
- Yml

2. Who was the last person that made you laugh?
- Afiza

3. Who was the last person you texted?
- Bidin last nite

4. Who was the last person to call you?
- Fahmee

5. Who was your first crush?
- In high school, i was 15, he was 18 his name is Salihin

6. Who is the last person who texted you?
- Bidin jugak, last nite

7.Who is the last person you freaked out on?
- Esther, Yml and Charlotte, i hated my baju..

8. Who did you last hug?
- Esther

SEVEN WHEN’S:

1.When was your last shower?
- Pagi tadi..

2. When did you last see your mum?
- Last nite

3. When was your last time u saw your dad?
- This pagi

4. When did you last dress up?
- Darling!, i dress up everyday...

5. When was the last time you cried?
- Almost cried this morning'

6. When did you last go to the movies and with who?
- quite some time back, Enchanted with the vasses

7. When did you last listen to music?
- still listening

SIX WHERE’S:

1. Where does your best friend(s) live?
- Peejay, Shah Alam, Cheras,

2 . Where did you last go?
- Giant.. ha ha ha

3. Where did you last hang out?
- Friday at Heritage Mansion and Hartamas

4 . Where do you go to school?
- Bukit bintang primary and high, uitm shah alam n perak

5. Where is your favorite place to be?
- Office, home and among love ones

6. Where did you sleep last night?
- my humble abode..

FIVE DO’S/DOES:

1. Do you like someone right now?
- i do, he doesn't

2. Do they like you too?
- Don't think so...

3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
- Sometimes...

4. Do you know the muffin man?
- Nope, but i'm sure he's heard of me..

5. Does the future scare you?
- Yup, very! i don't know where to go from here

FOUR WHY’S:

1. Why are you best friends with yourbest friend?
- Cause they love me no matter what...

2. Why did you get a FS?
- apa FS?

3. Why did your parents give you the name you have?
- ntah! i didn't like it till now..

4. Why are you doing this survey?
- it's raining and i have nothing to do

THREE IF’S:

1. If you could have one superpower,what would it be?
- The power to love and be loved.. corny?!!

2 . If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
- yeah, but i don't wanna change what i've become...

3. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring one thing what would it be?
- a magic carpet

TWO WOULD YOU EVER’S:

1. Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
- 4 exes, 2 yes, 1 no, 1 maybe

2. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
- it depends who... don't wanna look like Britney

ONE LAST QUESTION:

1.Are you happy with your life?
- Quite happy but there's still room for improvement..

me as a fairy

Your fairy is called Columbine Elffly
She is a cheerful sprite.
She lives in mushroom fields and quiet meadows.
She is only seen at midday under a quiet, cloudless sky.
She wears lilac and purple like columbine flowers. She has delicate green wings like a cicada.

all 33

1. Who were you with last night?
# my fam, lepak at home

2. What woke you up this morning?
# myself, i have a built in alarm

3. Where are you?
# office

4. Is tonight going to be a good night?
# i wish

5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
# yup, my dad

6. When was the last time you cried?
# in about 5 sec? as he hurt me again this morning

7 . Ever thrown up in public?
# yeah.. yuck!!

8. Passed out because of alcohol?
# don't do alcohol

9. whats on your mind right now?
# everything's jumbled up... kacau!!

10. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
# emmm.... it depends

11. Where would you like to live?
# Anywhere else

12. What do you want to name yourchildren?
# entah?... blum fikir

13. Who is your number 3 on myspace?
# Nick Erwan

14. Have you kissed your number one?
# Nope

15. Who was the last person that left you a comment?
# Elizabeth

16. Do you listen to music every day?
# yup yup yup

17. About how many people have you liked?
# i've liked quite a lot, i've loved... 5

18. What are you doing this weekend?
# it's only monday morn'

19 . Whats your favorite drink?
# ice lemon tea

20 . Have you ever won an award?
# pernah.. pernah

21. What do you want to do right now?
# ask him a question

22. Who are you with?
# office frens...

23. Do you like someone right now?
# i do, or i did, i don't know

24 . How long ’til your birthday?
# about 9 moths to go

25. When were you the saddest in yourwhole life?
# when my grandmama past on

26. What time is it?
# 10.30

27. What makes you mad?
# myself

28. Have you ever had a song written about you?
# nope, but someone decided to sing me one, with a guitar, konon2 romantic

29 . What song makes you cry?
# quite a lot, such a cry baby

30. What song makes you happy?
# quite a lot too

31. What do you like to listen tobefore you go to bed?
# nothing, i like em silent

32. Do you have a job?
# yup, i love it

33. What made u smile today?
# nothing yet...

Leaving 07

the time has come,
it's now or never..
ha ha...

08 is just a round the corner...
and i'm saying goodbye to 07,
a mix feel year,
some are good. some are ok, some are just filthy wrong..

but all through it...
it's fine....

things i mark as precious this year

1- Getting hired by an international title (Seventeen)
2- Him
3- Keeping in touch with my besties
4- Became an avid fan of Perez Hilton
5- Bali (first solo trip)
6- Attend Mifa as a fashion writer
7- Payed my first Zakat Fitrah
8- Blanjer my dad n mom n adik n besties
9- Went to Pavilion for the first time (duh!)
10- Had my first puff of cigar(didn't like it)

other things in 07

1- Britney going bald
2- Sex and The City Movie
3- Dreamgirls Crazeee
4- Jordin Sparks as American Idol 07
5- Deborah Henry got Top 15 Miss World
6- Spice girls reunite
7- E! over at Astro (coolness)

shake what my mama gave me

i'm shaking mah booty for an event tonite...

ha ha ha

with my fav girls

i'll post pic later..

we'll see how it ends...

a sweet morning

he text me this morning...

waking me up...

ah...

he certainly knows the way to make me happy...

to not make me mad!...

as the previous post said...

he he he...

i don't effin hate him anymore

wink* wink*

he told me to get up, take a shower and grab a quick bite,

as he also said have a good day....

awwhh.....

fuck!

i wanna be able to slap and scream at him...

but entahlah...

he has a way to cool me down...

kisses in the morning,

make the sun shine brighter.....

i HATE you

i hate you, i hate you, i hate you

i effin hate you, i effin' hate you

can't believe it,

but i effin hate you

things i wanna hear him say

1- thanks
2- how could i not love you
3- sorry
4- i'm willing to work through this if you are
5- do you love me?

things we love bout boys

we love...

- how they're so sweaty after playing really hard in a game
- how guys' skin smell
- when they walk on the outside of us near traffic as a sign of respect
- how they act all tough around frens but really are sensitive when it's just you and him
- how guys look into your eyes and lift up your chin before they kiss you
- how they try fixing stuff they have no idea doing
- how guys lift up their shirt to scratch their stomach (secretly showing your their bod)
- how cute they look when they sleep
- a guys' shoulder and backs
- how they jokingly push you, just to touch you
- how they make an effort to dress up
- how shy they are when they like you
- how they tuck your hair behind your ears
- how protective they are over their sister
- when they're talking to their mom and you hear them saying i love you
- how they wrap their hands around your waist like saying 'she's mine'
- how they look at you and smile when they don't know what to say

*cosmogirl

things to do this weekend

1- closing my editorial dateline
2- dvd shopping
3- makan with my famly
4- work at the office on sat sun
5- clear up my cubicle
6- waiting and anticipating who's gonna win antm9
7- catching up on my e! news weekend
8- do my laundry
9- play with my pussy (cats)

things i hate today

1- him!! (grrr)
2- the other him (kabuuummm)
3- muruku...
4- iced coffee
5- traffic jam
6- rainy day
7- ignorance
8- the word bapok
9- being ignored
10- amy winehouse
11- yml's bubble skirt
12- marigold hl chocolate milk (yuck)
13- waiting
14- sakit perut
15- short eyelashes
16- my hair
17- datelines
18- hmmm...

bubbly by colbie caillat

I've been awake for a while now
You got me feeling like a child now'
Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goesI always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now

Just take your time
Wherever you go
The rain is falling on my window panel
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying safe and warm

You give me feelings that I adore
It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goesI always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I going to say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And it starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goesI always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now'
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now

Holdin' me tight
Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go
wherever you go

I always know'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

my favourite things...

my favourite things for today

1- him
2- matching my baju dgn acc
3- my babes (angel, nick, izan, syed, zery)
4- my seventeen girls (yml, suyi, shirley,esther, char)
5- my eh buds (fiza,yanti,yana,bidin,kak asiah)
6- saying 'bohsia'
7- spice girls
8- kau pergi jua by dayang nurfaizah
9- model from icon named elizabeth,
10- him getting a drink
11- smiles
12- baby girls
13- rainbow
14- thinking bout granny
15- missing my dad
16- white glitter eye shadow
17- seventeen magazine
18- long eye lashes
19- bedtime stories
20- ice blended ribena with lychee from murni
21- nick's 'budak jahat'
22- my heart dimonte pin
23- deric lim from diva production (so nice)
24- a morning greet
25- my talk with my future ed
26- agnes monica - tanpa kekasihku
27- saying bye bitches
28- my job
29- white cap
30- lunch with mr chin's credit card
31- him again

me weird? no you weird...

there's this dude..

been pesterising me...

xtahan...

xtau apa problem dia...

nampak cam normal but quite weird

in a diff kindda way,

saying things that i never said...

saying he knows me...

babe pliss....

u know nothing bout me...

well....

he knows quite a bit...

but then...

that's not even on the surface...

not even scratching on the face off it...

i hate this...

i don't mind being a fren...

like seriously...

but i hate games...

i can play it..

but you can't (he he he)

no seriously...

no tricx.... no games...

getting to know me ain't easy...

i could just pretend to be nice...


gimme a kiss gudnight...
i'll store it for my morning breakfast.....

happy, smily faces with rainbow hugs!!

a sweet sweet kiss

whenever me near a beach me feel good

me smile, me smile

behind every moon is a perfect star to help it shine bright

my sweetheart

big ol heart of mine

run kitty run

a gift from you to me

looking at it makes me happy

a friend said..

actually said am being too emo bout life...

amboi manisnyer bahasa cik abang oi...

so as to let people know i'm not a psycho with an axe that's gonna kill anyone in sight,

am putting up cute pics and happy pics for people to think

" well v is not crazy, just a bit weird, and oh sooo cute"

he he he

i hate myself for loving you

Yeahhhhhhhhh

Heyyy yeahhhh,
Guess how much I love you, (yeah)
Guess how much I need you, (yeah yeah yeah)

And I can't stand you,
Must everything you do make me wanna smile,
Can I not like you for a while, (noo)

Cos you won't let me,
You upset me girl,
N then you kiss my lips,
All of a sudden I forget,
That I was upset,
Can't remember what you did,

But I hateeeeeeeeee

You know exactly what to do,
So that I can't stay mad at you,
For too long, that's wrong,

But I hateeeeeee you know exactly how to touch,
So that I don't wanna fuss n fight no more,
Said I despise that I adore you,

And that I hate how much I love you boy,
I can't stand how much I need you, (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy,
But I just can't let you go,
And I hate that I love you so,
when you completely know,
The power that you have, (the power that you have)
The only one that makes me laugh,

Said n it's not fair,
How you take advantage of the fact that I,
(I)Love you beyond the reason why, (why)
And it just ain't righttt,

And I hate how much I love you girl,
I can't stand how much I need you,
And I hate how much I love you girl,

But I just can't let you go,
But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no-one in this world
Knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always,
Have a spell on me

YeahhhhhhhOh yeah

Guess how much I love you, (much I need you)
Guess how much I need you, (oooooo)Guess how much I love you, (oooooo)
Guess how much I need you,

And I hate that I love you

Soooooooooooooooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you, (can't stand how much)
And I hate how much I love you boy, (yeahhh)
But I just can't let you go, (but I jus can't let you go)
N I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you sooooo,
sooooooooooo

why he can, and why he can't

i'm doing a why he can and why he can't,

a comparison on two diff men i'm contemplating,

just for myself...

guy a

guy b

text me a lot -

- rarely reply my text

sweet and icky -

- simple and relax

i don't understand him -

- he understands me

cute -

- cuter

weird -

- hard to figure out

irritating -

- heart breaker

single -

- not single

openly romantic -

- not even a bit

quirky and scary -

- quirky and funny

don't know him that much -

- we match quite a bit

question mark -

- approved

might be able to love him -

- already in love with him

i don't know if i have to make a choice, but... according to my frens,

choose the one who loves you more then you love em..

it's a hard one..

for me?

someone decided to dedicate me this song,
i may not be well into him,
but it's nice being appreciated...
you know...
feeling lah.....

imran ajmain - seribu tahun
Rela ku menunggu mu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benar kah hidup ku kan selama ini
Biar berputar utara selatan
Ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Rela ku mengejar mu seribu batu jauh lagi
Tapi benar kah kaki ku kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini
Biar membisu burung bersiulan
Tenang lah gelombang lautan
Ku masih setia

Ada kah engkau yakin ini cinta
Ada kah engkau pasti ini tuk selama lama nya
Rela ku menunggu mu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benar kah hidup ku kan selama ini
Biar berputar utara selatan
Ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

it's coming, coming, coming

here it comes...
here comes the tear works....
can't seem to tahan...
can't handle it...

am trying to be strong...
i'm testing myself...
trying to be without you...
for a week or soo..

just trying to see...
me being without you...

but can't seem to be able to do sooo...
just two more days to go...
it hurts..

when you look at me with those eyes..
and i play all hard and cold,

but the hardest thing is ignoring you...
i really don't wanna hurt you in any way,
just needed to do this...

trying to survive without you..
as i know i'm not your everything,

you have HER,
and i am definately far from being HER,

but even having just 1% percent of your heart and love is
good enough....
good enough for me...
i can't care much bout anyone else,
no matter who may come along,
i'll diss em off just to be with you..

if i had to choose among all my loves,
at the current moment, youre the one i go for..

no question asked...

none what so ever...

i care too much bout being with you..

but babe...
for the current moment,
stay away from me...

i need to do this for myself,
cant be anywhere near you....

though my heart is killing me alive,
and it hurts like hell..

but i still heart you...

only you....

my budak chowmel...

let me sulk

i thought i was ready...

ready playing second fiddle to you...

i thought i was ready being number two...

well i thought wrong...

it hurts..

so so so bad...

i can't even cry

as its hurting me toooo deep..

but no matter what,

i shall never let you go..

i will stand here...

i will do everything you ask...

no question asked...

i'll be laughing at all u're jokes...

i'll be here...

but for the moment,

let me sulk..

let me merajuk all the way...

cos it still hurts...

i'm still not ready to be with you...

currently...

so babe..

let me be..

i've got to heal this wound...

adoilah..

sakit, sakit, sakit....

tak tahu

i just found out...

ada orang yang baca blog i...

i went to mid v

and this hot adik2 came up to me and said,

dia baca blog i...

i sgt malu...

and a girl from myspes said she's a regular,

tak luper beberapa ong lain...

aduh malunyer...

i just want to state here...

the reason i tulis this blog is just for me...

like a personal diary...

i xkisah org nak baca cuma...

malu sangat..

lagipon

it's my thinking,

my opinion,

xmo ada yang terasa or anyhting....

k?...

if you do enjoy ready my dramas...

do read on...

kiss kiss

stop it!!

oh god!
stop acting all cute...
u're making me go crazee....
crazee for you...

u know i'm here...
acting like you don't
and acting all coil...
konon...

damn....
u know i heart you...

wanna be on top?

some how i just notice this...

just recently,

how blinded have i been..

that i didn't notice that

he's climbed up my heart and in to the highest spot available,

knocking down who i thought was undefeated,

i am scared,

soooo.... scared,

scared to admit this...

cos i've put him high on a pedestal,

that if i doo fall...

it'll shatter me into a million pieces,

it will...

i promise you it will...

but till then, i shall remain here,

loving every step you take, every breath u breath,

every kiss, every wink, every stare, every fight,

i might still not get you...

but i don't care,

if loving you is wrong, then i don't ever ever ever want to be right...

love and romances quotes

- I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times, in life after life, in age after age forever. – Rabindranath Tagore

- Soul meets soul on lover's lips. – Percy Bysshe Shelly

- I'd like to run away from you, but if you didn't come and find me ...I would die. – Shirley Bassey

- Life is a flower of which love is the honey. – Victor Hugo

i think i made myself sick...

this weekend, i got sooooo totally on to him...

that i think i've made myself sick,

seriously,

i think i'm getting toooo muchhh over him...

i'm getting to emotional over....

him

(bidin u know who rite? tp rahsia kita gegirls jer taw..)

can't seem to function properly,

entahlah....

been listening to the song bawah ini, and also a song from nicole scherzinger called baby love.

playing it over and over...

and getting so emotional over everything....

shit!

i don't like being like this,

tak suke jadi giler over a guy...

he needs to make up his mind,

he's been giving me mix signals and mix messages,

like stealing a look when i'm not looking,

doing all this unexpected things that'll make

a person like me (pondan) go weak at the knees...

i've tried many times to just ignore him,

tapi nanti tetiba jer, dia muncul, buat2 all nice and sweet,

adoilah....

matilah mak...

i'm going crazy lah....

tak tahu nak buat per...

i've never gone crazy over past relationship..

but this ONE, adoi...

a few weeks back i did something, and sesudah habis, i felt so bersalah towards...

him..

why?

even i can't explain it...

my ghewls were calling me crazy over it...

and i gues i am,

i am going crazy...

everything

"Everything"

You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.
And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]

and in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus:]

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

[Chorus:]

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

my raya 2007

Ahaks... that's me during raya... in an original nik erwan roseli couture

amboi.... hebat kan?

1st raya, we hit my kg in Kampung Bharu, Kuala Lumpur, he he he,
kampung lah sangat kan?...

that's me n my couz zeti
OLDER couz, Kak ina, Kak Mal, Fakiz, and new born baby hakim,

Hot couzins... Ashraf and Shauqi.

the guy says that people say he looks like dafi..?

yer ker?... nan adoo..

We then later head on to my makcik's rumah in kajang..

Here's my mum's sister...

seriously sumer giler and boleh dikenali sbg, perompuan pondan...

sekian terima kasih...

he he he he ...

salam aidilfitri...