gosh,
am into one of those sinking nights...
went to your facebook and look at every album available...
remembered the days when we would talk everyday
when we were soooo close yet so far apart,
how we text-ed each other from across the sea,
from Perak to Sarawak (omg that rhymes)
you were my one and only from high-school to Uni,
supporting, cherishing and the promise of us against the world
alas...
i am sooo happy for you, with the one you found to fill you emptiness
and borne your child...
and years fly and think i am over you, over it all
yet sometimes it comes and go,
the fact that
i miss miss miss you...
i miss miss miss us....
i still compare everyone to you...
(is this toooo geli gelaman? too much sharing izzit? sheeshh....)
in another life, i would be your girl
i wish to be your only girl
that could make you happy happy happy
and makes you smile turning that frown upside down,
i want to be the mother to your child,
having my kids ber"binti"kan your name would be such a dream.
in another life, we would be halal,
i would make your parents love me so much,
making a pact to stay till death together...
in another life i would be your muse
day and night,
rain or shine, poor or rich..
- i'll prolly read this back after a few days of funk
and go "ewwwwwww"

































































