my last 08

This is my last post for the year 08…
I won’t be doing a round up yet…
This is just for me to have something to look back on,

31^st Dec 08, the time is 09.30
And I just waved bidin farewell,
I am waiting for nick to pick me up and we’re all going to
the curve for the street party,

I don’t know what’s it like…
Or how’s it gonna be…

Nick and Rd is here…
We’re about to leave in 5…

Nick smpat cakap
“Vee! Bukak lah blog you”
Ha ha ha…

And I’ve decided,
09 will be an open book…

is it true?

some people say...
that the dead can help us
pass on our wishes and dream to heaven?
if it is true...
than, i better start wishing...

y? O y?

friends asked me...

vee napa u block u're blog?
and i've said saja je...
well actually the reason that i've blocked it is caused
people have been reading...
and i don't mind that...
the thing that got me a bit pissed
is that these people
take what i write and throw it back to my face...
like saying stuff that hit me back...
and yes... that's the reason
i cannot tahan...

we'll see if these people have grown up enough to think wisely...
well... maybe just think...

girls talking

i know that this show has been popular and on the screen for quite sometime..
but it was when i had to do a spread inspired by their look,
baru i got hooked into the crazy world of Gossip Girl,
i bought the first season DVD set and finish the whole thing within a week
(mind you i'm also working)

but i do love everyhing bout the show...
it's young, fab, sexy and oh-so-gedik
and the clothes... OMFG
and the Lingo is to die for..
it's FAB, FAB and oh-so-FAB.

and the character developement is just genius...
the series originaed from the hit book series written by
Cecily Von Ziegesar
i've never read the book but the show is to die for.. OMFG

how can u even resist?

the sexiest cast.. dontchathink?

*FAB*

their bajus adoi....

love this pic

GG

Blake Lively as the wild child Serena van der Woodsen

Leighton Meester dyed her blonde hair brunette to play Penthouse Princess
Blaire Waldorf

Taylor Momsen as the Social Climber Jenny Humphrey

Hot, hot Chace Crawford as Nathaniel Archibald the Jock

Charles or Chuck Bass played by English actor Ed Westwick..
Sexy and broody

Penn Badgely plays the "Lonely Boy" Dan Humphrey

Kati Farkas, one of Blair's minion playend by Nan Zhang

Isabel Coates, minion number 2 played by Nicole Fiscella

Dan and Jenny's DILF dad Rufus played by Matthew Settle.. Yummy

S's mother Lily van der Woodsen acted by Kelly Rutherford

other important characters are
Vannessa Abrams = Jessica Szohr
Eric van der Woodsen = Connor Paulo
Regina Sparks = Michelle Trachtenberg
Gossip Girl = Kristen Bell

The hottest school uniform ever..
go St Jude

what more are u expecting for...
go GG asap...
you know u'll love it...
xoxo

the plan

Eid came and went,

And I meet up with a bunch of cous and frens…

And one in particular got me all jealous and upset…

She lived and works in the UK,

She’s married and has a beautiful baby,

And she’s my age…

I mean bloody hell,

I’ve always had these dreams of going out…

or "The Plan" i would call it.

it consist traveling the world…

Learning new things…

Without having to worry bout money and things…

Living free…

Kindda like a hippie,

But I would prefer to stay in a proper hotel with showers and bed sheets

Instead of roughing it though…

Ha ha ha

and after i am done through my self finding glory...

i'll find myself someone...

someone who can jaga me...

doesn't have o be filthy rich,

we would move somewhere in the city outskirt...

not too far, as i still need the glitz of the city..

probably somewhere in Swiss or, Dutch, Austria or New Zealand,

but also to be able to live in Paris, London, New York, Hong Kong, Jakarta, 

is the apple of our eye...

tapi xpelah.. asal

 me and our kids would be comfy...

yes we would have kids...

how? i don't know...

but i kindda like the name Cahaya for my daughter

something like (cos i'm originally a Megat)

Puteri Cahaya Farahiyah, or Puteri Cahaya Lidwa

ha ha ha ha..

as for my son, it'll be simple something like 

Megat Ali or Megat Kamal...

i've always had a thing for guys yg bernama Kamal...

they're usually have a strong hold on me...

ha ha ha...

my kids would still be very Melayu though...

as i plan to force feed them petai and tempoyak...

and tempe,

and they must learn islam and all...

puasa is a must in my book...

yup, that's my plan,

i'll still send my kinds to dance class, taekwando and music,

the first boy would be all manly and protective over the girls...

the second one is all girly and princess-y kindda like me..

and the third girl would be wild and tomboy-ish...

and we would have cats.. 

and it'll run through the cat door with bells hanging 

ha ah ah...

and yes i do want the whole white picket fences you  see on the suburbs.

very desperate housewives-y

our garden will be full of flowers and trees, 

and it'll look fab...

ha ha ha...

yes that is my plan...

well as my friends know...

my plan also consist of a romantic first date, meeting the parents,

the first time ahem* ahem*,

a big white wedding and a fab honeymoon...

but for me too tulis everything would take me forever...

jadi i pon malaslah...

yes i have all this plan...

but no one to share it with...

as i haven't found the other one that makes my heart skip a beat...

i'm currently just going with the flow...

just having fun...

and when i do found the one...

i'll know...

p.s - i might've found the one, 

who?

xoxo

liking and not having

liking and loving doesn't mean having it...

u know?

i mean you can try as you might

but still it wouldn't be true...

just cos you wished for it...

and not everything is meant to be...

it needs to be worked on...

nothing falls in your lap just cos...

u know?

and i think i've known enough to let it all sunk in...

on and going again

it's been awhile,
but now i am ready...
ready to face my critics,
(if there are any)
ha ha ha...
so here we go...

Voulez Vouz.. ahah

Last week me and the girls went out to the movies,
and we watched Mamma Mia,
and I love love love love it...
i am a big fan of musicals and romantic comedy
and this movie is perfect for me,
and the location...
OMG...
Greece is Absolutely Lovely,
also...
Meryl Strep is a goddess,
and Amanda Seyfried is Amazing!!
Far cry from her role in Mean Girls...

and both their frens are sooo much fun...
can u imagine serious thespians having a bunch of fun...

The songs that i love in the movie are:
- Mamma Mia (Obviously)
- The song Amanda sang by the beach (it goes like "Don't go wasting your emotion")
- Dancing Queens (ha ha ha)
- Winner Takes it All (Sob sob)
- Take a Chance on Me
- and the party song (Voulez Vouz... ahah)

ha ha ha...
Mamma Mia Rocks

a game of past and present...

Today is many of past first attempts,
I am here in One Utama waiting for my movie call,
Say around 12,
And bored to death as it was only 9,
I decide to main pool,
Ha ha ha ha, I’ve played before
Tapi xpernah pandai2,
So today I did,

And to my surprise, I actually entered two of the balls.
Ha ha ha,
Talk about my balls of fury,

Then me and kheme decided to do the net,
As waiting is like a murder,
So there I was trying to log in to my facebook,
When Angel came dashing in,
Saying "vee, Raja nak jumpa"

If there was a Kodak moment then and there,
You could actually see the blood rushing to my face,
cam nak pensan,
ceh over nieh

Raja was my first ever true hmmm...
let's just say he's my first Mr. Big,
all through high school,
he was mine,
me and angel were like little girls always gossiping bout him,
and we would have the biggest laughs...

he actually transferred to our school when we were 15,
on the first day of school I was already hooked,
he was standing in the back of the class,
looking for a place to sit, and were did he end up sitting?
right next to me and angel,
ha ha ha,

probably it was destined to be...
if you can even say that,

then the rummer mills started to turn,
when the class found out I had a crush on him,
and everyone starts talking bout me and him,
and I felt like crying when they start
cantering and talking,
I could still remember how I moved
to the front of the class,
ha ha ha ha,

but the funny thing is,
he didn't mind, nor did he bitch about it,
instead he just smiled and said,
“Yeah why not"

I still have his voice registered in my head,
and banyak lagi horrid things happened,

sooo malu ok?
some of the things I remember was the Amcorp Mall "date"
if you can even call it that,

like after school,
a bunch of guys decided to go to
Amcorp Mall,
and he decide to ask me and Angel along,
and so we did,
we didn't hang with each other
cause I was sooo malu,
then when we walk pass by each other, he said
"Hey bila sampai?"
and I replied
"Tadi"
ha ha ha ha,

how klakar was that?

n then masa dah nak balik, he was getting into the cab,
when I looked at him, and he waved,
I waved back lah...
and then I went home and cried...
*_*

so for three years I was like these,
angau,
from form 3 to form 5,
such a miserable cow.

the hardest thing to do then was to say goodbye,
form 5 came and went
and that's when I had to say goodbye,
and I did,
he then left for Timbuktu, which actually means the States,
he then got married and started a family,

so that's the latest game I’ve played in my life as a fairytale,
the Raja that I met is now more grown up and much happier,
and I was happy for him,
finding his perfect pairing,

as I am still waiting for the other shoe to fit,
I may never have a Cinderella kindda ending,
but I do wish on happiness and joy,
Even if it's hard to find...